stand. no, turn. put your arms in the air. move your hands. slightly. to the right. pull them back. don’t pick at your nail. i don’t know how the blood got there either. relax your fingers. shake it off. wait. kneel. not so close to the wall. further. more. that’s it. put your head down. stretch your neck. keep your arms up. a little longer. a little longer. a little—